Finally I figured out
But it took a long, long time
But now there's a turnabout
Maybe 'cause I'm trying
There's been times, I'm so confused
All my roads, They lead to you
I just can't turn and walk away
It's hard to say what it is I see in you
Wonder if I'll always be with you
But words can't say, And I can't do
Enough to prove,
It's all for you
I thought I'd seen it all
'Cause it's been a long, long time
But then we'll trip and fall
Wondering if I'm blind
Rain comes pouring down
Falling from blue skies
Words without a sound
Coming from your eyes
Finally I figured out
But it took a long, long time
But now there's a turnabout
Maybe cause I'm trying
There's been times, I'm so confused
All my roads, They lead to you
I just can't turn and walk away
It's hard to say what it is I see in you
Wonder if I'll always be with you
But words can't say, And I can't do
Enough to prove,
It's all for you
It's hard to say
It's hard to say
It's all for you
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Isnt that decorative? Anyway, Ive just spent the last about 48 hours in what i believe life to be lived for. Fun and that L word that ive been cowering from all these years. Granted, im once skeptical somabitch when it comes to the word, and knowing my own history, it NEVER turns out near the way i want it to.
but this time its different. Its like...it was the first time. Its like nothing in the world could mess it up. But im still so afraid something is going to. And I know what ill do if it is taken away again. I dust myself off and keep at it, i believe is the correct answer.
Anyway, about this fucking amazing weekend ive had. Its been with, and you guessed it Rei.
Let me begin to try and explain this to you. She is literaly the most stunning thing with a vagina ever. Her smile...its like...infectious, ive caught myself just looking at her to have a reason to smile. her eyes are utterly mind blowing. *sigh* Comparing anything to her personality wouldnt do it justice so im going to give it to you in a math equation.
Jesus + Vagina + perfect bewbs + minus that son of god crapola + musical taste + hitler - that whole hating jews thing + video game addiction = Rei.
Simple, right? Well, regardless, I had loads of fun. And i was really glad her friends liked me, too. and that spirit we talked to, he thought i was uber special.
Welp, that rounds out this update. You all stay on that flip side, ya huRR? | 
